Few days back I don’t remember what was the topic but while I was talking to one of my friends I told him, “I’m really unlucky”. He asked me, “why”? The only thing that came to my mind was my routine days. Thinking that, I answered him, “my happy days never end up good”. He said to me that I was just crazy! That was a common conversation I laughed at and we changed the topic.

But after that conversation, something forced me to think again and again why I believe I’m unlucky! I asked myself, okay! Now you are alone; feel comfortable dear, and tell why you are unlucky!! Are you all concerned about just happy ending?

Days were passing and this question always popped up in my mind, “why”? I didn’t know how to answer my own question. From that day, every night staying awake long, I used to think about every little moment that I passed during days. Happy moment, bad feelings; there are times I get bored and also considered about others affection in my lifetime, everyone and everything!

Well the conclusion was very simple it’s not about days not about other people. It’s just about me. How do I verify every single event that comes to me!! How could I forget that there is a fact; sunny days end up with rainy days, days in nights, birth in death and so on! Everything happens one after one, whole universe obey this simple rule, then what’s wrong with gloomy and sad moments!! They should exist because they make happy moments, lead good feelings and stick as good memories in my mind. That make me try hard, make my days shine and I always wait for that time! No matter how short or long it is! At the end I find that I had really happy days and many experiences in exchange of my sad days which taught me how to live a life.

It’s MY life and luck cant lock my ways to happiness and being crazy is the best luck in my whole life.

So, be crazy and happy always! 🙂

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I believe in eyes. I believe eyes can show the inner side of people, their hearts, their thoughts, the stories behind their smiles. Eyes  don’t tell lie. Just  a glance at them is enough.

But there is an exception. Few days ago while I was reading a book someone attracted me. A person who was at the other side of mirror. I hardly look at her eyes but that time I decided to look at her eyes. Well I was thinking she is not amendable to reason. Whenever I look at her she gazes me. I don’t know why but it never happened that she feel ashamed of me. Actually it isn’t her only impudence. Sometimes when I feel sad and gloomy I sit vis-à-vis of the mirror and cry well instead of consolation she start crying with an ugly and grim faced. When I look at her in this situation I stop to cry and try make her calm. Seems she needs help more than me ; or whenever I get bored and make silly faces in front of mirror or wear makeup, she does the same. Seems she has nothing to do except she does whatever I do huh!

Ok I am enough patient to accept these prevalent things. You judge I won’t look , whenever I’m angry and tell her you are insane she points me and tell me you are insane.

Well nowadays I do some tricks for example I tell her you are very beautiful and that crazy girl without knowing what I am going to talk about  feels happy and tells me you are very beautiful. An unwanted complement 😛

I was absorbed in thinking that suddenly I found myself with a book in my hands while I was watching two eyes. Two eyes that hardly try to read it. She was looking at me with her serious look.

She is tough one for me. I don’t know why I can’t see her as she is. I don’t know why I  am not kind with her.

I smiled at her, those eyes smiled at me back. I don’t know why but at that moment I wanted to hug her I felt she was really alone. The day passed but whatever happened between us stayed.

Every morning I look at her eyes and try to understand what she wants from me. I do my best to make her happy.

Try to notice those eyes in the mirror. They need you more than anyone else.

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