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There is a time, when I feel so lonely, I feel like I am not the best, not the best to my family, to my friend, to my study, to my life, there was a time I was so down and gave up on hope, there was a time where I feel like life is useless, life is just a long journey that happiness wont stay forever, and there was a time I was lost. Growing up, makes you realize, what’s on your mind wasn’t 100% true, friends around you help you find who you are, space and time do play their own role. Those friends, those who are there when you are really in need, those friend are the friends that you should never left, whenever you feel like.. you are not the best for them.. trust me, when you are being who you are and care for them.. love them .. treat them like you are treating yourself.. the topic of not being the best wont rise up, because friends.. do love you for who you are. They will make the best of you. I don’t know, why tonight I feel like writing this.. It is just I miss EC, I miss my friend from EC, I know.. it has been such a long time, I am not here, really a long time, I wonder how am I for you guys, should I be called a friend.. should I just be called as a passerby for not being here always, being with my friends.. I am sorry. The first time I came in EC, people in it does teach me a lot about friendship, and till now, they still teach me about friendship.. I do miss you guys a lot. Really I do, sometimes I feel regret of not coming here and share happiness, sadness, loneliness, craziness or anything with you guys. It has been months or a year maybe, that I rarely come in here… I really miss this place..I really miss my friends..I wish you all the best in life, be happy always, always smile, and remember when you are sad or down… there will always be a friend. There will be always someone to cheer you up. My friends, its not only through online we are being friends, one day, when God wills it, and my money are really a lot and can afford to travel xD, I would like to meet each of you ! I do. Till here, missing all of you. Take care always šŸ™‚

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I Miss you My Little Bro

I love you and I wish you were at home,
It hurts me to think you’re so alone!
It’s not the same without you here,
Why you did what you did are still unclear!

I remember when we were little and we played in the Garden,
Then we’d go sit inside and play games.
You’d look at me and smile,
Your smile used to stretch a mile.

When I had a bad day you were the only one who could make me laugh,
It’s like you were my other half!
It hurts me to see what your going through,
It hurts even more because there’s nothing I can do!

I just wish I could make it all ok,
But all I can do is pray!
I pray for you every night before I go to sleep,
And every time I think I hear you creep!

Sometimes its like you’re still here,
I look at the door and wait for you to appear!
Then I realize you’re not home,
And I go back feeling so alone!

I love you so much you just don’t know,
No matter what you’ll always be my little bro.

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The Mask which Smiled always…

I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Long before, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside, I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night
For, I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For, I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn’t everything there was to me.

Day by day,
I was slowly dying.
I couldn’t go on,
There was something missing..

Until now I’m still searching
For the thing that’ll stop me crying.
For someone who’ll erase my fears,
For the person who’ll wipe my tears.

But till then I’ll keep on smiling.
Hiding behind this mask I’m wearing.
Hoping one day I can smile,
Till then, I’ll be here.. waiting……..

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It was me, who always searched for you!
It was me, who always remembered you!!
It was me, who always requested you,
Please come back! come back!!

You have made me alone!
It did not happen on its own!!
But still I couldn’t forget you,
Please come back! come back!!

You were not my Desire, I was yours!
You were not my soul, I was yours!!
You we not my heart, I was yours!
But I never recognized It was me inside you!!
Please come back! come back!!

SORRY to you, I could not find myself!
SORRY to you, I could not thank you!!
Please accept me, now I am lost within you!
Please come back! come back!!

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If not for you
I couldn’t even see the beauty of nature
I couldn’t even smell the summer breeze
I couldn’t even hear the birds
I couldn’t even feel the mist…

If not for you
My nights would be sleepless
The sky would be starless
The rain would be endless
My heart would be loveless…

If not for you
I couldn’t see any horizon
Dark path in every direction
I’d be lost If not for you…

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We are like the sun and the sky!

I am the boundless sky always there for you.

Sometimes it seems you canĀ“t see me!

But I am there only, loving you in such a passionate way!

You are the sun that shows up some days!

Whenever you decide to appear
my blueness takes a meaning!

Then you hide, in a sudden you vanish out!

That is the exact moment when
you fall out from my heart!

But, I hold back my pain and expect a bit more!!

From time to time I canĀ“t find you,

So, grey clouds tarnish this look
that is waiting for you my dear!

We are so close, now and then we are one next to the other!!

but we are too far away at the same time!

In spite of the fact that your sun and my sky
are almost together!

there is a heap of circumstances
that keep you away from me!

You are stand-offish from this life
which has no sense being on its own!!

I need you here!!

I need to feel you shining, your warmth!!

But, you donĀ“t want to glitter in my sky!

You donĀ“t come to grips with what means to love !

You donĀ“t accept I am looking for you everywhere!!

You just set the distance!!

Perhaps some day, you will see how wounded I am!!

Because of your cause
Why do you like lying to me?

You still enjoy making me believe
something is possible between us !!

I pretend to believe in your word so as not to hurt your pride!

However, I am aware of the truth
Why donĀ“t you say it ?

Why donĀ“t you say that loving you is a daring ?

Why donĀ“t you say that never ever our love will be true ?

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That word that stayed on your mind,
That smile which made your day bright!
That small piece of honest care,
Or… little hope left there!

This helpful hand someone gave you unasked
and the best thing… someone’s trust!
Those little things can make your day,
Even when you want to stay away!

So be aware of what you do or say,
Don’t judge, don’t lie and don’t betray!
Even one single word can mean a lot,
For someone whom you may already forgot!

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What do you think I am sad?
No, It’s a drop of hope!!
And I am still alive.
I was stopped but not now,
Only because of you!!

What do you think I m crying?
No, I’m just trying!!
And listen! You can’t break me.
I was frightened but not now,
Only because of you!!

What do u think I will make sound?
No, I’m not any coin!!
And I am a seed who will come again.
I was depressed but not now,
Only because of you!!

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Oh, Palestine
Cry, cry generously
Cry more
Let your tears purify their sins
Let your tears wash their brutality

Oh, Palestine
Struggle, struggle endlessly
Struggle more
Let your people teach them
The meaning of “DIGNITY”

Oh, Palestine
Live, live happily
Live more
Let them learn how to dream
Let them see how we challenge bravely

Oh, Palestine
Grow, grow prosperously
Grow more
Let your people raise you high
let your name reach the sky

Blackmatta

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