Oh people, help me!!
I can’t sleep
My mind thinks and my heart beats

Fear drums in my ears
Night ghosts are dancing behind my door
Disturbing my sleep

Poisonous thoughts are growing in my mind
Glittering lights break my darkness
Refuse to let me close my eyes

There is no place to find

There is no place to hide

I’m staring at the clock
Or the clock is staring at me
Two sharp swords are killing my desire of sleep
It is not a daydream, nor a nightmare
It is the reality of anxiety

I hope to rest …

I wish to dream …

I need to sleep,to sleep deep !!!
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Blackmatta/Blue

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An open book with so many pages
Some hidden and some revealed
But what I was searching ,
The book which had something!!

Something which could relate me
Something which could relate you
In a way to make it sensing
I was searching the book which had something!!

The bold letters , making it unique
The fine pages , making it glorious
It was written the same way , I was finding
The book which had something!!

But what was there missing
That it has not been given title yet
Perhaps it was the same I had to name
The book which had something!!

Was it left for me to complete
Or still it was waiting for someone else
I had no idea , so , left for naming
The book which had something!!

Still waiting if someone could name that
Not just name but an identity
Which it deserves to be given
The book which had something!!

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It was quite difficult to come out,
From the dream which I had seen.
Perhaps it was a good lesson
How to hide yourself from expectations!!

This wasn’t first time or something new,
When something like this happened.
But this time it was unimaginable situation
That I will be alone in the limelight of expectation!!

Just like keep dreaming & get to work
I was also dreaming to get some hopes alive
But on me, those dreams hadn’t any impression
And I was there to fight in the world of expectations!!

I don’t want to dream now
It is something not made for everyone
Now without dreams, wanna live with limitations
As no one knows when there will be some new expectations!!

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She drew near unto me
And whispered in my ear
Her words, like melodies
Coursing through my veins
“We will meet tomorrow”
Then, she disappeared behind the clouds

***

I prepared myself well
I bought her a bouquet of roses
Not more delicate than her
Both were ravishing though!

***

At five sharp, we were there
She didn’t come before me
And I didn’t come after her
We have never been late!

***

Together on the bench
Two cups of Mocha
Two smiling faces
But lonely lovers were awaiting
Watching our flying hearts
And wondering,
“When will our turn come?”

***

I felt sorry for them
Perhaps they were unlucky
Perhaps they lost their love
Again, she whispered in my ear
“They will smile, and much”

Blackmatta/Blue

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To whom shall I say my last goodbye?
To the shining sun or to the shady sky

**

To whom shall I say my last goodbye?
To the lost happiness or to the last cry

**

To whom shall I say my last goodbye?
To the tough person or to the tearful eye

**

To whom shall I say my last goodbye?
To the former failure or to the first try

**

To whom shall I say my last goodbye?
To the right answer or to the wrong reply

**

To whom shall I say my last goodbye?
To the unstoppable what, when, how or why

******************

Blackmatta/Blue

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When I asked from rivers
Why you are making my shadows
They pointed me to sun
Like they weren’t forming those!!

When I asked from winds
Why you are flowing here
They pointed me to plants
Like they always have a fear!!

When I asked from Fires
Why you always have heat and light
They pointed me to air
Like they always do a fight!!

When I asked from Butterflies
Why you are so colorful
They pointed me to rainbow
Like they have any strict rule!!

When I asked from Stars
Why you always come in night
They pointed me to lights
Like we need a different sight!!

When I asked from flowers
Why you always need a plant
They pointed me to soil
Like they always have to take grant!!

When I asked from present
Why you always have past
They pointed me to future
Like nothing is going to be last…..!!

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Mirror, mirror

It is time to speak

Tell the wall we can’t sneak

But we want to go away

We want to run

We want to play

***

Mirror, mirror

Stop watching us

We won’t be late

We’ll catch the bus

***

Mirror, mirror

If the moon comes,

Tell him to wait

Or let it be

We will have fun

Then we will see

***

Mirror, mirror

Reflect our souls

Sail inside us

Reveal our goals

***
Mirror, mirror

Promise to keep..

The secrets..

Of day and night

Blackmatta/Blue

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While turning pages around
I didn’t notice anything sound
But just as I tried to add some new edges
It needed the record of previous pages!!

When I returned to find them on previous pages
I found some new hedges
And it made me to stop there
Because I had missed some pages earlier!!

Feeling so alone there, what and how to add
As time was passing, I was so sad
Where I had to add new pages
And where I am lost between these pages!!

Suddenly I saw a person
Who could help me with his suggestions
He said me to track some more past
But I was confused where to last?!!

After turning some more pages back
I felt I know what I had lacked
This changes my history
Now there was no more mystery

Now I can add my new edges
As I have filled my lost previous pages
Thanks to them who helped me that time
Now I can add my new rhymes!!~~

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Someone says “I don’t belong to you!”,
Someone says “I’m glad I’m a part of you!”
Sometimes people do not know
Who they are related to.
People may not know what to do,
How to find a path of truth.
They think belonging is
The prison which they want
To exchange on some sort of freedom…
But when the darkest days come,
People want someone as protector, to become.
They don’t realize in this moment,
They are belonging to who they want.

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