Need Help with a smile :)

Hi everyone! I’m Alley, a student of BS English literature. Actually I wanna improve my listening and speaking English. At this time, it is very difficult for me to take notes of lectures of those professors who speak English frequently. I am also not able to understand those class fellows whose mother tongue is English because they speak in a different accent. It seems very embarrassing for me. Secondly I want to be good at spoken English, effective writing and vocabulary. All these tasks have a lot of importance for my field. It is a pleasure for me if you guys teach me 🙂

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You don’t know

You don’t know
rather no one know
I stood right behind you
when you prayed to God
To ask God not to give you what you ask for
but give much more what you Deserve
Yes you don’t know what you deserve
Let me say again
I yelled it again and again
to make you know what you don’t know
You are blind to my words
You are blind to notice you are in wrong path
where your destination can never yield you happiness
Widen your pupil and give a thorough look
this is not the destination you wished to arrive
I go through all the chapters to be
my best to care for you and your baby
though I am not your gynaecologist
nor i could do surgery
But this is all what I can do
see what you are going through now
I Wonder this could be you now and then
I give my head a hard blow to realise this is you
No its not you
He haunted you
Those are not the hands which can hold you firmly
for the rest of the life
I know its hard to give it a time
Believe in you and come back to you
You know that I cannot live without you
You know that you are my first love
You don’t know that I have the worlds best feeling of love only because of you
You don’t know none could love me more than Your love
You gave life to love with your words in my tiny heart
You were my pacemaker
You don’t know how slow my heart beats with an av node
You hold the key to dromotropic action
But if you take away presence too; my bundle fibres may not carry this life bundle
No I don’t say to stop yourself
No I tried all the ways to be away from you
but when thought comes you leave me I wail
When it seems you gonna suffer with this bad decision
my lacrimal apparatus lose control
it becomes hard to stop the shed
before I wipe I get caught in someone’s eye
I rouse suddenly out of sleep with a scream for you
and get scared and panic about your welfare
I don’t know how to show you this is not you
You may say who am I to depict you
but you don’t realise who were you
Yes this is not you
Yes you are changed
When will you realise this is not Right change
please do realise and change it back to the Right!

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Foot Steps

It was few days back when I was returning home at late night, the locality where i live, never noticed this silence. It had rained, still few drops were trying to wet me..

I was just walking and walking we got very few trees and some road side green decorations of plants.. They were wet and were seeming so happy, it was like not mine but their eyes were bright looking at me, they were extra green at this time. I believe rain made them awake else trees are supposed to sleep at night. Few street lights were shining on clean ground due to rain water, shops were closed, buildings were still and calm, no one was out, very few windows have light inside at this time, only a sound …

Only one sound, a ticking noise to my ears which suddenly made me turned back and I was frightened there was no one…. I saw just my shadow on the ground.. My body started to shiver a little, was it because of the weather or that fright ? Well I would say because of the weather as i would like to pretend myself brave at this late night.. Far away there was a deep dark too. My bravery was calling me to go there and enjoy that too.. But I refrained from going, it’s late , need to be in my room.

Then I started heading to the way where I was supposed to go. Hell! that sound again!! I keep walking pretending it doesn’t matter to me but I became slow hearing that sound again, as my pace become slow it also did the same. My eyes open wide with slight fear “someone is kidding me”.  I then turned back and imagined a few steps away there was me who was showing me hand with a sympathy, don’t be afraid I am your foot steps as and when i realized it was my foot steps only with a little echo which became noticeable in this peace. I mumbled “I hate you”.

I was almost have reached just few minutes to go, was thinking is it how when there will be no one on earth or is it how the nature should be! I was so happy enjoying extra green and excited plants, trees, rain, light, open sky, open ground, wet me, peace, bright eyes, frightening, the meeting my soul, the sound of my own foot steps & for hating myself with a cute anger.. As if i lived an extra life which no one was aware of.

Uff, there is no one with me to go inside lift… Come on I dont wanna remember those horror movies, I just want to meet no one just after lift opens up.. please!!

Just after it has open a wet wind blows in my face and made me more cool….

I just became statue for a while, closed my eyes said….

Thanks to everything and everyone who made me this capable to enjoy my moments 😉

Cyclone/kD

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The wAy~~

The way you were staring at me
Like a bee does to flowers,
The way you were laughing at me
Like a child laughs at any mistake,
The way you were mesmerizing me
Like the nature makes you awake,
The way you were ignoring me
Like it rains even if there’s flood,
The way you were smiling at me
Like the flower does seeing the drops,
The way you were whispering to me
Like the birds do in enjoyment,
And suddenly I got to know
It was all because I did first,
Like I was wishing you to see
The way  to you I used to see..!!!!

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Last Summer

Last summer
I wandered lonely on the shore
And would think of you…
Have I told the sea,
What I feel for you? My heart was aching, wanting to be near you. I whispered your name in the wind, but it bounced back to me. I should let my feelings go and be free,so under the coral stone I buried my love…

 

 

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Last Breath

It’s a story of two lovers, actually one, that somehow turned into two..we will see . It is said that if your heart is true and you have the desire to get something from your inner soul then even God will help you to get it. It’s tale of the time when there used to be king’s rule. There, kingdoms were used to be controlled by kings. Now here’s the story of unrequited love…

There was a kingdom ruled by a king who was supposed to be the most loyal and one of best kings who used to live with people like a normal human being not like a ruler. The king had a daughter . In his land, there was a blacksmith .The blacksmith had a son and both the princess and the boy were very dedicated to their works or studies. Time has passed and both grew up enough to go somewhere else for their further studies. Coincidentally, both took their admission to the same place outside the kingdom, another kingdom! They started their studies there and it was the first time the boy saw the princess(unaware that she is a princess). He was attracted to her, not only because she was gorgeous but because of her refined behavior, respect and studies. At the same time, she the princess was totally unknown to this fact that he was liking her much. As days passes by and since it was the end of first semester and soon a vacation time as they had their exams in next month.

On exam day,both have finished their exams and came out of the hall. He saw the king was there to see her, he was puzzled about who she really is, and when he learnt the truth that she is a princess he was shocked. He feels something for her and this could be love. He returned to his home after exam . He was like stuck in a situation like either he would pursue his feelings or not. So , He better thought to ask some advice from his friends and he’d tell all the matters to them. His friends advised him that he should tell everything to the princess whatever he feels for her, but how could he tell her? He was too scared that he would get punished by the king. If the princess said no then what? But his friends forced him to say it and not to fear, whatever would happen it would be good, just be positive. So he in place of talking face to face , thought to write a letter, and he did but later it happened exactly what he expected. The princess didn’t open the letter fully and without even seeing his name. She threw that letter and complained to her father about all that through a messenger.The king got angry and he restricted him from that university and told him not to return to his kingdom anymore. The girl tried to search for the boy who got the top score in exams, but she didn’t get any news about him. Unknown to her, the boy was ousted from the university.

Now the time has passed and the princess completed her studies . On the other side since the boy was restricted and couldn’t return home, with his ability and knowledge, he became the war strategy planner of the kingdom where the university was located.

Princess had to return but just that day , she received an information about the war between the two kingdoms and she was terrified and stuck at the present situation, it would be dangerous to live in the kingdom when there’s still war. So with a big risk , she decided come home and get out from this situation . But on her way through a secret passage , she was surrounded by troops of the enemy kingdom. The king planned to kidnap her to win the battle, the king has sent troops to capture her but the boy said this is a wrong way to win any war so he opposed. But the king had already ordered and he was not going to change his plan. The princess is the one whom the boy still loves. So , leaving the king , he went there to save her love and took the sword against the king’s men . He fought and fought endlessly to save her and send her home safely. He was surprised, “from where this power is coming”. Eventually he was severely injured as it was the last some breath for him. Meanwhile a message from the centre informing that the war has ended. Whereas he was just counting his last breath. At the same time such questions revolving on princess’s mind and so she asked “Who are you? and why did fight for me against your own soldiers ? The boy laughed, with a mass of blood dripping all over his body and he replied, “It was me who wrote that letter to you” and he took his last breath….

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RiP_PlEaSe

When everyone was violent
And I was silent
You helped me
To take the world in a different way!!

My soul and your desire
Which turned into fire
Was given by you only
To take the world in a different way!!

When I was crying
You kept me trying
To sense one by one everyday
To take the world in a different way!!

Now I am at the top
As you were living with my feelings & hope
And I am not able to find you here
To take the world in a different way!!

Don’t leave me alone
You were like my clone
I don’t want anything
Now, I don’t want to take this world in any way!!

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